오래만해쓴다

오래만해쓴다. 사진만오렸다. 쫌 개을렸다. 재송합니다. 행갱 문재는 아직도 해결이안됐나봐. 아직도 슈쥬 를 많히좋아한다. 왜그렇까? 대답해야돼니? 생각해보니까 한국노래들을 순수하다. 미국 노래들은 욕한다. 우을 하는 노래들이많아. 들리면 기분이 나빠! 근대, 슈쥬 는 아직도 순수하다. 그래서 많히좋아해.

I am starting to like korean music/ super junior because their music is still innocent. Alot of American music is sad and depressing; however, Korean music (although I am not fan of other korean music not to extent of SUJU), they are still happy music. Clean music. I don't appreciate the cursing and depressive content of American music.

To me this is not just a teeny boopy stage. I think the meaning is deeper here. There is a lot even behind their music. The innocence. I was drawn to it.

A lot of American music are explicit (sexual, violent.) However, with SUJU they are innocent with their music, and the members are very innocent too.

I think a purpose of being a fan of someone or something is not superficial for those who are truly a fan. Like their looks for instance. As I said, looks really fade. And I admit they don't have the absolute best vocals. To me it's a group of people who lets the audience into behind to curtain. They show who they are, their close friendships, just themselves as individuals, which are also reflected in their music. It's not just because they are very good-looking. I think I am done with my teens; I do not intend to go back to it again. I think a purpose of music is to touch a person's soul. Some musicians, like SUJU and i'm sure there are a lot (because different types of music touch people in different ways) tell their stories. I think it's a story. For me it's a story. It's fantastical; I know. But hey, whatever helps us cope with the negative things that goes on in our lives. Whatever floats our boats.

For us, their tears have become our tears; their joy has become our joy. Whether it'd be Leeteuk's grave loneliness, Heechul's comments about his looks, Hangeng's contract problem, Yesung's shyness and weirdness, Kangin's problem with DUI and assault, Shindong's fight with his weight, Sungmin's (whatever he deals with), Eunhyuk's current recovery from swine flu, Donghae's grieving moment from the death of his father several years ago, Siwon's (whatever he deals with), Ryeowook's sensitivity, Kibum's feeling of guilt because of his frequent absence, and Kyuhyun (whatever he deals with.) It is just to let them know that they are not alone.

Sorry I got carried away. They are not just a teeny-boppy boy-band. Or I could get myself into other boybands like Shinee, DBSK (TVSQ), 2pm, FT ISLAND, SS501, T-MAX, se7en, GOD, MBLAQ, Rain, etc, etc. There are so many, HOT, COOL, U.N., ahh ~~~ there are so many. even in the US like Maroon 5, Jonas Brothers, and even in my age, NSYNC, Savage Garden, Backstreet Boys, and even in prehistory: The early 90s boyband that I even forgot the name. There are SO MANY ! I could have gone googoo gaga over them. But did I go googoo gaga over them? NO!

I don't know why i always have to prove my point why I am not just a fan JUST because of their looks or their level of hotness. Some groups are more masculine (in KO at least.) It's not just a phase. Something about their friendship and their music has touched me (although nothing can satisfy me like Lord Jesus Christ and my faith in GOD - that CANNOT be taken away from me.)