about hangeng

I am a little upset. I can't write it in korean; it would not do justice anyway. it appears that it is more positive that he will not come back to SJ-13 members (or 15 if you include Henry and Zhoumi. Henry and Zhoumi are getting a lot of animosities from their fans; that is because it appears that they are replacing Hangeng (I think they are not, just to clarify before other ELFs throw rocks at me:). Hangeng is a special fellow. the first chinese guy to be ina Korean boy band. Nothing could beat that, historically. I was impressed with Hangeng's contribution to the band. He had special something that had made the whole band special. It will be sad if it is true that he will leave. He has that charisma that is carried on. I think SJ will be forever remembered as forever 13. Not 12, 11... Maybe 15 (since there is the addition of 2 members from China.) I can't imagine when the 2pm leader stepped down from this position. I cannot imagine how those fans (HOTTEST) must have felt. Sigh. well just wanted to say this...

I am not saying Henry and Zhoumi are inconsequential. I am saying that it is sad that Hangeng is leaving the family he's been part of for 10 or so years. I'm sure it's so hard for him. I cannot imagine. I heard there was an interview; I'm sure it was hard for him to partake in that interview. Hangeng will remain in everybody's hearts for awhile. It does sounds that he is leaving for good. It sounds like it is like 95% sure. Everybody is fearful that SJ is dismantling (or is going to dismantle) after Hangeng's absence. I really hope that is not the case. I've only been a fan of theirs for about 3 months now. This is 5-6 years after their debut. It will be so sad to be their fan after the group separates or something. That will be super sad for the Super Juniors. Worst comes to worst, if they do; I will still support the individual members and their lives in the future. But I don't want to get into that now.

Ok, it sounds like it is pretty positive that he has left the SM Talent Agency (the company that umbrellas SJ).. I guess he's gone for good!

well it's super sad because basically I started to learn about them while Hangeng was in the middle of that whole lawsuit crisis. Because I just started to be their fan in the beginning of January (or a bit later on.) Am I a late-bloomer fan? Is it going to be that the group will fall apart just a couple of months after I am a fan. I mean, they did have a long history. I am hoping this is not true, because i don't want to be a short-term fan (although I know myself I will continue to be a fan after SJ cease to exist - which is all SJ fans worst nightmare, right? I'm sorry to sound like a pessimistic, but it does appear that a lot of stuff are happening within the family, with HG, KI, and also KB not participating in anything, really. Being 29 year old fan, it takes me a lot to be their fan. Because none of my peers are into those stuff. Sorry to sound negative, I am just sad with the situation with Hangeng. I don't want to cast dark clouds here. I am really HOPING they would last longer - or even forever, as cheesy as that may sound. But no, I have to believe that they are stronger than that.

To all the other (younger) fans out there who does read my blog (although I think nobody reads them, or know of its existence), I am sorry to sound pessimistic here. I am just voicing my frustration with the whole Hangeng case. Everything just seem so volatile right now. Being a SUJU fan, it means a lot considering I am probably 10 years older than the average SUJU fans age out there. Because of my age, and because they are special (caught a special part of my heart), a lot of things are happening with them, and I am just afraid for them. But like all you guys, I hope that they do last forever and that I will remain faithful to them. ~ 10 years older than the average ELF's age gal ! Hell, i'm actually older than all the members of Super Junior!