I think people need to tell me I need to go to third world country and drop me there in order for me to appreciate life. Sometimes we need venue to vent. When I am having spurts of angers for no reasons, I overreact, and say things I shouldn't say. I know that it is not true - there are people who do care for me. I am just very unappreciative, and need to have everybody desert me, so that I would be more appreciative. I am giong through those moments: Nobody loves me, pity party... which it is human nature to go through from time to time.But I do know, people do care about me. I just have to be dropped off at a 3rd world country to appreciate my salubrious health, great education, and my faith, etc. I am just being retarded as usual. I feel better after doing 200 crunches and jumping up and down, bouncing the big exercise Yellow ball :D around. I just need to exercise which I love doing (more.) who cares if I am a fanatic? At least the SJ members would appreciate it better than me being an anti or dissing them right? I am not always like my posts below. Sorry to make people worry, although I don't think I am the only audience in this blog... I still think so...I just have to exercise when I have those idiotic moments. Or get some vitamin D. Same thing. or someone has to snap at me. Seriously @@
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