update again

well, first, condolences to Korean families who lost their sons, boyfriends, husbands (well they were young to be married, but who knows), brothers, etc etc.) on that disastrous "accident" on a ship where 40(?) kids died in slow, painful deaths. I heard that the doors were enclosed, and it was painful death. The reason why I've been a tad more distraught than usual is because of that, but also there have been too many deaths. Not that I know JinSil Choi nor brother at all, but that itself was tragedy. I tried to refrain from saying anything, but few weeks ago my maternal grandmother also died. Too many deaths. PLUS, it is Easter Sunday, where usually people are more reflective than usual about life, and its after-math, heaven and hell, etc. Life is fleeting, so thinking of that makes me think that we have to make the most out of life. I guess because I am a fan, I want to wish Eunhyuk happy 24th (in KO, it's 25th) birthday. I don't understand the whole Korean age thing. Why can't things just be standardized.

On a lighter note, happy birthday. I don't have energy like most young people to make sparkly stuff to celebrate his birthday. Considering it coincides with Easter Sunday. Happy Birthday dance machine. I know this is pretty corny especially at my age. haha. I know I've been posting a lot of pictures. It's a collection I've been doing for awhile (not all at once, I don't have time to do it all at once.) whenever I take break from school work. well anyway. i don't want to explain again why I am a SUJU fan.

I wrote a post yesterday, but because I was not in a right state of mind (since it was Good Friday, and I was TOO reflective), I decided to delete it. But the gist of it was that I thought SuJu hindered me in some ways; however, I realized that it has some great principles. The whole idea of community. The brothers stick by one another thick and thin; and I love that. I was explaining how when Kangin got into trouble twice (I also said I thought Kangin meant the word strong in physicality, although he is strong as a bull; but more or less it means strong benevolence), the first time Leeteuk said it was alright don't do it next time. The second round, Leeteuk rebuked him lovingly as a hyung. I think their love for each other is deep. And usually guys don't like to get close to one another. that's the impression I get. Most are Christians except Yesung (catholic- same difference) and Heechul and Hangeng. But I love their idea of community and being there for each other for 10+ years. More on this later.