우ㅐ 로운새상

사상이 왜롭다. 진짜. 사는 모습이... 너무... 니삶이니삶이다... 내삼이 내삶이다. I think the last thing I understand is other people. One day they are nice to you, another day they're not.. and act like they don't know you. I really hate that. I hate inconsistencies w/ passion. i really don't know if the person likes me or hates me. Or both. I think all fans are waiting... waiting w/ anticipating.... "Sorry, sorry it's our time again." I am still a diehard fan. 사는개 우울하다... 사람들끼리 사이가너무 냉정해... 너무이기주이다 !

so fans are just waiting until the new things are coming out. So far, I think my blog has been very comprehensive. I think I put too much stuff all at once, there are times I run out of things to say. In terms of fan pages and twitter, it's been quiet w/ the news of the boys. I think that is because they are waiting, or practicing very hard for the new stuff. Only the '83 boys (Leeteuk and Heechul) has been tweeting the most. donghae -sometimes. Shindong has been quiet too. I think Sungmin is just not a fan of twitter anymore. it's been ages now.

But I am glad for Sj and my busy-ness w/ it. Or else I would really die of loneliness. They make me happy in ways in which nobody else would understand. I cannot explain how much they bring me happiness, although of course not to the extent that the boys are. My dark days of SJ are over. I just have nothing to write here. I am just waiting until their first performance in about a week or so. Maybe then I will update more. I haven't had much to say. i've been in a good mood. I think I've settled comfortably that I am an SJ fan... and a diehard one to. I have to be, I am 29 and i have let go of my pride.

But I wish my freindships with people are more innocent, less catty, and more beautiful. I wish to see smiles when I see people. All I've been seeing is depressed ppl. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one who is "happy." well in note of happiness, here are some pictures of my favorite SJ subunit HAPPY!I've been surrounded by too many depressed, angry people ! Although it's only figment of our imagination, let's just try our best to find joy and happiness!